Are what really throw me for a loop.
I'll be idly sitting on the pot, minding my own business, checking out the view, when, BAM! It'll hit me like a freight train. A happy freight train, mind you, carrying puppies and clowns and oodles of bubbles. Wait, nevermind the clowns. They're scary. Just imagine Amtrak on a deliriously happy acid trip. I have a baby. A real live baby. And she's more wonderful than I could ever imagine. Sometimes when I'm smack in the middle of parenting and tying shoes and picking up strewn crumbs I don't have the headspace to remember. But when I'm doing my business on the throne, well, I really can't thinking of anything else.
And it might just be happening all over again.
All's clear in the baby #2 department. Not near the drama I'd experienced up until now with Zee. It's a little eerie. I'm just knocked up. All normal-style. No bleeding or funkiness. I have to admit I miss the twelve thousand ultrasounds a little bit, but I'll settle for hearing a thumpa-thumping heartbeat now and again if it means I don't have to worry about the welfare of the little frog.
I'm also dealing with the mother of all writing blocks. I'm working on it. In an active way, which feels good. I'm writing my ass off, just not here. I have so much cluttering my brain that I'm just not ready to share with god and everybody. I need to quiet my inner critic before I'm ready for the spotlight again. Sorry 'bout that. Really, I'm sorrier for me 'bout that. I miss it here. But I'll be back.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
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7 Leg Humps:
Yippee on a plain, old boring pregnancy. Those are really the best kind!!
I'm so excited for you. I can't wait to see what you cook up this time since the last time was obviously such a huge, huge success!!!!
How do you have a kid and such a clean shower? Share your secret!
Hey, a plain old pregnancy sounds great to me! I'm so excited for you getting ready to do this all over again. D and I are talking about a possible number two already. I think we might be crazy.
glad to hear that you are doing well, and things are nice and quiet. That quiet only-one-kid time will be over all to soon!
we'll just keep lurking - post when you can.
and YAY fo the INCU-ZUBE! Version 2.0! Sounds like the bugs were "worked out" in the first version, and things run much smoother with the second model!!!
Sounds Zubetacular!! We'll be waiting when you get baby off the brain and can write again. :)
hello... hapi blogging... have a nice day! just visiting here....
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